So I am actually thinking that I probably should not be writing a journal entry in this state of mind.
I am extremely upset.
I have to come up with $4000 for school in the next month. My parents have terrible credit so even that amount is hard to come up with. My tuition is paid for because I have a scholarship. I just need the $4000 for room and board. This is irritating the crap out of me.

I have already had to take a semester off because my last school was too expensive.

Not being in school and doing something with my life is making me depressed.

If anyone has any ideas, please let me know.
I am willing to anything just about now. I mean ANYTHING!

PS I realize that I upload quite often. Well get use to it. I like it. I already have more photographs on my camera to go through.